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side boob archer ([personal profile] pummelling) wrote2025-07-04 09:29 am

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[personal profile] digiorno 2017-07-11 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
i asked fugo to dance with me at the gala
he said he didn't understand why it was such a big deal because i could dance with anyone i wanted so i told him i wanted to dance with him, specifically
and he understood, i could SEE him understanding it, and he said he'd dance with me, and that he wanted to talk about it






after the heist
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[personal profile] digiorno 2017-07-11 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
yes
it is

i am dying

by which i mean very sad and very worried
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[personal profile] digiorno 2017-07-11 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
not really

we could be stuck in here for months
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[personal profile] digiorno 2017-07-11 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
it might be

and i can't take it jin it's making me crazy

i just want my bed

i couldn't sleep with fugo at all on that stupid ship
[which is a normal thing friends do] and i was worried
digiorno: (♛ too strong)

[personal profile] digiorno 2017-07-11 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
i don't know if i can
i'll try but i don't know

oh this is so stupid

maybe i'm homesick or crazy or something
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[personal profile] digiorno 2017-07-19 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
i don't know
that's the thing
i don't know if it'll help

i suppose it's something i haven't tried yet
but i might start crying and if i do i might not be able to stop

i never had a home before, jin
why did they take it away from me right when i'd made it how i like it? everyone i could bring to me was there, everyone i wanted who wasn't dead or

dead

i keep working so hard and it's never enough, or it doesn't stick

have you ever missed someone so much your whole body hurts?
digiorno: (♛ tryna hold me back)

[personal profile] digiorno 2017-08-02 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[He wants to talk about it now. He's bursting with wanting to talk about it, even though it'll make him cry. He wants to push it all out of him, in the fruitless hope that discussing it will somehow purge the pain of not being there. It's stupid. But he just--]

[His whole self is so tied up in this place, and these people, that he never quite realized how much comfort he took from its familiar foreignness.]


yes
please