No, I'm serious. [he insists, irritated--] I was an active monk for a few years, remember? We chose to live in celibacy. Even something like that wasn't allowed.
[Asher lets out a disgruntled sigh, bending his neck this way and that, before touching an arm to his shoulder. Funny, all that arguing has gotten him a little stiff.]
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When he turns back to look in the direction of the camera, he sports a cocky grin. The word that follows is uttered with an air of derisive fondness.]
Cute.
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he just got it.
WHY ARE STRAIGHT BOYS LIKE THIS HOLY SHIT ASHER HE'S GOING TO KILL YOU]
You're so gross!
[he's turning pink. you did it, asher.]
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this is the white boy version]
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That's not what I meant and you know it!
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[ugh he's sayin...g... the letters i'm]
I mean, I haven't really known you for that long. How am I supposed to know what you do with your free time?
Everybody copes differently.
[ya, like
asher apparently runs ppl over with cars when he's upset so
i d e k
bro]
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VERY
POINTEDLY:]
I'm not coping with my near-death experience by jerking off.
[he exhales sharply, because oh my god, he just said that, verbally, to asher millstone, who just called him cute approximately one entire minute ago
lmao he's still red]
I don't even-- [WHY??? STOP TALKING!! WHy] I don't even do it that much in the first place, not that it's any of your business!
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video omg jin pick one and stick with it
[He still looks a little bit frazzled save his gay ass... changes feed setting AGAIN]
Yeah, knew it.
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[aSHER DON'T!!!! TALK TO PEOPLE ABOUT THIS SHIT
JIN IS UNCUMFORTABL-
oops]
It's okay! It's cool. That kind of stuff's healthy. Don't be afraid to let your freak flag fly.
[don't go in2 falsetto plz plz plz-]
Holla!
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why cant he make himself hang up
FUCk]
No, I'm serious. [he insists, irritated--] I was an active monk for a few years, remember? We chose to live in celibacy. Even something like that wasn't allowed.
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[Jin has probably mentioned the monk thing at least a dozen times by now, but for some reason Asher hadn't really put two and two together.]
But what happens when you wake up and-
[do u ever wish that u, urself, an rper, could personally back out of a conversation butt it's not ic]
Do you just wait for it to go away?
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...............
.....
whispering in horrified disbelief]
Yes?
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[Also, in a whisper:]
That's metal as fuck.
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Jin runs a hand down his face, rubbing at a freckled, still slightly flushed cheek. kung lao didn't die for this.]
Can we stop talking about this? You called me for something other than learning about my lack of sex life, I'm sure.
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[Asher lets out a disgruntled sigh, bending his neck this way and that, before touching an arm to his shoulder. Funny, all that arguing has gotten him a little stiff.]
I mostly just wanted to see if you were okay.
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I'm hanging in there.
[That much is actually true. He looks a little hesitant, mulling the words over in his head.]
I'm fine, but there's a lot to think about.
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[Asher's tone of voice changes altogether. He's a sensitive person, and seeing others suffer isn't something he processes very easily.]
It's okay, you know.
To ask for help.
[What's frustrating is his inability to do anything useful. Lifting boulders or shooting lasers out of his eyes, those aren't abilities he has.
But at the very least, he can be comforting.
He can be there.]
It doesn't make you any less of a person.
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[It's not a smile, but the heaviness in his bearing lifts a bit.
I called you and you were there, Jin doesn't say. The sentiment of it, he hopes, will carry: if anyone's shown this to be true, it's Asher.]
Probably part of the reason I'm still here.
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